Laughing Boy

Crack a grin

Break out in hoots

Destroy my solitude

You stand on the side

Laughing Boy,

and I can't stand it anymore

I was you

Before that day

When all things were

Disintegrated

And I lost the game

Lost the war

I was the guy

On the sidelines

Of mankind

versus mankind

Who thought it

Was all rather funny

Too bad I

can't stop my

struggle to tell 

you all the things that

will destroy your 

life...

Innocence is bliss

And you ain't innocent

you just want 

the world 

and all its shiny trinkets

without the price

Time to wake up

Time to frown

Time to cry

And rise from 

your Self

To begin your struggle

But, I can't make ya

No, that laugh keeps

Me going when

Things get bad

Even if we lose

we'll hear your echoes

Lifeline

Rope is tangled

Twisted 

Into divine

Symbolic

Of the nature

Angered

Beasts gnashing at

My door step

Trying to bring

Me down to

Their crude nature

And I will

Not let them beat

My soul from

My strong body

Instead I will

Gather them

In my open

Palm, so they

May be crushed

And become 

Like threads of a

String coming

Together for

The building

Of a great rope

Filled with

All the things I

Conquered 

In my lifetime

So, let this 

Rope grow greater

And longer

Till it reaches 

The blue sky

Filled with

My Victory

Rider

Open your eyes fool

Don't you see the end 

Its coming back again

And this time there's a rider

With a gun in either hand

His face is grim

His hands are white and guns

Inscribed with Plight

And Mankind's Sorrow

He fires into the air

Lead leaves steel far behind

Arcing up into the brilliant sky

Fast and straight does it fly

But Plight can only go so far

And Mankind's Sorrow travels forever

A bullet wrought with havoc

Falls towards the ground

Impact with raging sound

And all the people shudder

And all the world surrenders

The dust will settle

The rider will take his leave

And survivors have to grieve

He will be back, they say

So let us go make his bullets

Crazy Don't Begin

Start with a question...

How did I get here?

3:30 at night

black out, impending resting doom

I wish for its coming eclipse

Right now

I chew gum with solid solidarity

On and on forever

Does it ever die?  

I don't imagine so

I can't make thoughts work right

There is a light above

Twinkle, Twinkle, Flash!

Thought my mind was freaking

Turns out physics just gone bad

Or maybe its chemistry, love

I want to feel dark on my skin

There is a weird man

Singing in the shower

In deep rumbling opera voice

Been in there a while

Can hear him through my Chili Peppers

Kinda sorta wisha he would stop

Only have one contact in

I thought it was a good idea

At the time

Oh well, that eye was getting red

and looking pretty sore

Actually, my lids be getting sleepy

So, why am I here?

Of all the places?

To write silly papers and 

Redic-uh-lusss~~~~~ poems

I seem to be trapped in a priveleged

hell!  And I drink from the poisoned golden well!

But that made no sense

Or maybe just a little

I just want you (yea, you!) 

To realize that sleep is overcoming me

M(eye) brain is down for the count

Don't try and rouse me

Just let me B

Inside I am already dreaming

What about now?

Or now?

Ma;ybe this was some bad case of REM!!!

Egotist

Where do the Sympathies Lie?

Are they there for Condolence?

Or the bleeding fools who can't help but cry?

Do they make me wonder at night?

Hell no, I'm too tuff to realize...

All the things I done right...

But at the exact same time I feel bad

Like an atrocity of mankind's feel good vibes

Cause my niceness can be pretty sad

I don't want to hurt the world

Its too damn good to break or tarnish

But society made me curdled

A black cat on the road that refuses to leave

So all in all, I'm that guy that thinks he's better

But that ain't true, you are the water, I'm the sieve...

Legend

We all want to be

Legend

All we want is to

BE!

Part of the picture

In the Sum

Of every little thing

Hold on

To The little things

Make them

The epic hero tale

Built

Like Great Odysseus

And

Hitler the coward

Don't

Let the one big thing 

Take over

Your beautiful mind

Transfix

Your hate into your soul

Breathes 

War and Dread into you

Fear comes

In the darkest corner

Of the mind

Revenge turns sour

the Legend

Greatness

Measured in society

Impact

Judged by the future

Love/hate

Decides the path you take....

Legend